yeah... that is my mental state right now. I have 7 days to finish I costume that I need about a month for (Alice) and no idea how I'm going to do it... My bendable pvc memory stuff was a failure, so I might try a hoola hoop. However, if that proves to be too heavy, I might have to resort t wire T_____T GAAAAA TIME CONSTRAINTS I HATE YOU SO MUCH!

also, the reign of flatness seems to be ending... I have been demoted to lady flat, and has taken the title of her royal flatness. congratulations, I hope you enjoy your new position.

um... school, yeah... I am proud to state that... I AM SENIOR SHRIMP! TAKE THAT, oh yeah, and my schedule:

S1
1. off
2. sociology w/ works
3. senior foods w/ hakethorn
4. honors gov w/ works
5: intro theater w/ ms. B
6. "" ""
7. sewing w/ zeller
8. aerobics with williams

S2
1. off (might change to TA with bazanele 'cause I wanna help out with french one... or creative writing with kamerzelt)
2. off (might change to TA with bazanele 'cause I wanna help out with french one... or creative writing with kamerzelt)
3. Creative Writing w/ griffin
4. Creative Writing w/ griffin
5. AP French w/ bazanele
6. AP French w/ bazanele
7. off (maybe switch to TA for griffin, since she asked me to, or mythology)
8. off (maybe switch to TA for griffin, since she asked me to, or mythology)

in other news... IT'S RAINING. WTF, SKETCHY WIZARDS? also, I kinda maybe wrote a song this morning at around 5:30... yeah, I didn't go to sleep until 6... I need help.

So, speaking of early morning thingies, I realized at around 4 AM that I had a note on cosplay.com... It was someone asking me if I did commissions for natalia's props. So, now that is the question, do I?

pros:
1. MONEY! $__$
2. practice with pvc etc.
3. maybe more commissions after this one which means... MORE MONEY!

cons:
1. less time to work on my own stuff
2. I kinda like being one of the only Natalia's with accurate props... I realize this makes me massively egotistical, which I am, but it is a valid concern... you know, if you're as ridiculously self-centered as I am

so, what think you, friendies?

edit: holy crapmuffins! I forgot!

and I went to disneyland! It was awesome 'cause I usually only get to see her once a year, but I got to hang with her and ride big thunder mountain three times in the same day! The highlights of our adventure were going on soarin' in CA adventure, the shortest line ever at pirates of the carribean, riding BTM at night and getting hit on by starwars nerds. Pretty damn epic.

anyway, my cousin got married in orange county so that's why I was down there and I gotta say... orange county is where morals go to die T__T but on the brightside, my cousin's new inlaws are awesome and polish...